my personal healing journey that lead me to my purpose
There was a time when…
I didn't think I was going to make it, where I struggled so deeply with my mental & spiritual health, lost all grips on my everything. They told me before, you're going through all this for a reason, that one day it will be transmuted from your pain into your greatest power and you will help others who are suffering. To know that I alchemized that long-standing depression and spiritual crisis and trauma I was walking with into the beautiful journey it is now, to know the wound was transmuted into light, that not only did I heal from it but that it birthed the walk I came here to walk, it birthed my true self. That on the other side of doing that visceral emotional, mental, spiritual work has bred a freedom I cannot do justice with words.
Folks ask me how I overcame my struggles without the medical industrial complex/pharmaceutical matrix, how I healed using ancient medicines, holistic approaches, new practices & many other things after attempting- and feeling- that medication and talk therapy weren't the route for me. I wanted to go deeper and truly heal. I wanted to have agency over my health and spirit. It was a long, multi-layered and challenging journey, but one that I am living proof is possible with access, awareness, support, consistency, work, trust, spirit, ancestors and community. My experience of healing myself from depression inspired me to become a holistic healing practitioner many years ago, after integrative, natural and holistic responses supported me in my own healing. It also inspired me to create Healing at the Root, a comprehensive program to help others with similar struggles who are also seeking an alternative way to heal. The 1st person who signed up for the program had me in tears, a true full circle moment. It showed me that my deep pain really was the birth of something greater within that needed to emerge, be embraced, transmuted, released & addressed into an integrative approach rather than viewed as a negative thing; and as Malidoma Some' says, sometimes this darkness may even by the birth of a healer. I view now as initiations into the path of helping others. Our darkness can literally activate our wings, and set our spirits free, sending us into higher levels of awakening. I believe there is always a higher purpose for it all- which is different for everyone- and understanding that purpose is quite freeing. To be able to say thank you to that which you thought would be the end of you? To be pushed into the deepest parts of yourself in order to heal? And it's all intertwined with your purpose? I am so incredibly grateful for it all.
Once I learned that it was possible for me to heal through a holistic approach, I had to do a lot of searching & piecing together to create my own personal healing plan. Initially inspired by one of my Reiki clients seeking long-term support for their depression, I realized that "I was my own first client" and created Healing at the Root using the very tools I used for myself along with additional trainings to support the work. I want others to also embrace the possibility of healing fully, have a template of how to do it, access to everything in one place, and ongoing support along the journey. That was one of my deepest wishes while on my own journey- someone to hold the whole container with me. While this comprehensive holistic response helped me heal, it definitely did not come quickly, nor was it a breeze to do so. Doing deep work means many things are unearthed. I also cannot guarantee that it will help everyone. I can only speak to what I know to be true, what is possible, what helped me and what has helped my clients who embark on this journey.
Healing at the Root is a comprehensive individualized mental health holistic healing program and methodology where clients are supported in healing depression, anxiety, spiritual imbalance and crisis, unhealed childhood, lineage and ancestral and other traumas, subconcious beliefs, patterns, and more, and realizing their true self and soul purpose - through an integrative, holistic, decolonized and whole person approach, when conventional responses haven’t been supportive. I am deeply grateful to serve my clients in this way and am ever grateful for the transformations and lasting healings it has provided to people, and seeing people heal things they thought (or were told) were permanent is truly an honor. I am inspired that my clients are transmuting long standing pain into power, healing, personal transformation and awakening, and thriving beyond our work together.
If you are reading this and feel moved to explore this work to support your own healing, please review details of the Healing at the Root Program here and send me a message to set up a complimentary Healing at the Root consultation.